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Currently Listening 🎧 KIOSK - Cyberpunk Ambient Music


It’s been three weeks since my last post, which is kind of funny, since I said I’d do my best to just post more often without overthinking it. Although, to be completely fair, I have been preoccupied with a handful of other things during the past couple of weeks.

I have a proper update post cooking that I hope to get done before bedtime tomorrow night, where I talk a bit more about all that stuff, but I’ve essentially been hit by the new fixation beam. What are they? You'll have to read that post to find out.

Anyway.

The thought I’d been lingering on recently was generally about the passage of time. An aunt passed away last week, and I kept thinking about how she spent her days. I’m about to be six weeks nicotine-free, and I often wonder how long it’ll be before I inevitably slip back into the habit.

I have top surgery on Thursday, and I remember Ma saying at my last consultation how the end of April was so far away. The past couple of days, I’ve been thinking about how time will warp when we’re inside the airport and how much I’ll hate it because I don’t handle waiting well.

That’s it, really. No major profound things to say about it.

Below are some pictures I took over the weeks.



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